My wife and I have most recently been reading Truman G Madsen’s book entitled “Christ and the Inner Life.” This is a very good book and some of the concepts from it I’ve written about in previous posts.
I’ll share some quotes from the book that recently caught my attention:
I say to you that when he (Jesus) said to the woman of Samaria and to others, “He that believeth on me, shall never thirst”; I say to you that when on the cross he looked down and back, under the searing sun, and said, “I thirst,” he was reflecting both the promise and the need that all of us have. We, too, thirst until we ache. We, too, are living and dying on deserts.
A few paragraphs later, Madsen further concludes by saying:
May God help us to walk in the light; and, when we do not feel that we have it, to walk in the memory of it with integrity.
I thought it was interesting to note that Jesus, who had stated those who follow Him will never thirst was left alone and thirsted not only physically, but spiritually on the cross when he said “Father why hast thou forsaken me?” While his enemies scoffed and ridiculed him telling him to save himself. At this moment Jesus didn’t feel like he had the light anymore as His father had withdrawn himself from him. Jesus, who was all-powerful could have used his powers to save himself and destroy his enemies, but he didn’t because he had integrity. Jesus proved to be conquerer by holding on to the memory of the light he had felt and his mission and finished his mission with integrity.
How often do we feel like we’re alone in life? How often do we feel the darkness of sin, doubt, or discouragement and cry out to God and feel that we are yet alone? How often do we just simply not feel like walking with God, or doubt that He is there walking with us? What do we do when we feel that God has forsaken us?
I like what Madsen says about walking in the memory of the light. When all seems to be lost, the memories may be all that we have to rely on for a season.
First, we need to make sure we’re in the light. In a previous post, I shared ways to “plug” into the light throughy keeping the commandments and scripture study. I would add sincere prayer to this as well. We should continue to do these things even when we don’t feel like it because these are ways to stay in God’s light and feel His Holy Spirit.
Second, we need to remember. We’re probably all familiar with scriptures relating both those who remembered and those who forgot. I’ll share a few examples that come to mind.
Poor examples in the scriptures include: Laman and Lemuel in the Book of Mormon, King David and Solomon, the Isrealites during Moses’ time. In each of these individuals’ lives they had marvelous spiritual experiences. David and Laman and Lemuel both saw heavenly beings with their eyes. However due to negligence in keeping their eyes focused towards God, each of these individuals erred greatly and suffered because of it. A side note is to remember that repentance is always there for us, but the further we fall from God’s light and love, the harder it is to get back.
Good examples in the scriptures of those who remembered in spite of hardship and despair include: Paul, Nephi, Moroni, and Joseph Smith. There are of course numerous other examples, but these are the ones who come to mind.
In 2 Nephi 4, Nephi turns to God in prayer when he feels his strength slacken, Paul states numerous times in the Bible to count it a joy to suffer for the Lord and reflects on Jesus’ sacrifice to help him “stay the course”, Moroni refuses to deny Jesus despite the fact he is the last believer left in his world. Joseph Smith certainly wasn’t perfect by any means, but when times were hard and he felt like God wasn’t there for him anymore he didn’t give up on God, rather he turned to him in prayer and in turn received revelation.
There are numerous other means and ways given to us to remember God today. Temple attendance and partaking the sacrament (in the prayer we promise to “always remember Him”) are two more examples.
I know life probably isn’t easy for you, and it’s definitely not always easy for me. But I know that life would be much harder without God in my life and the belief I have in Jesus as well. As I’ve built memories with them, and try to further develop my relationship with them on a daily basis through scripture study and prayer as well as weekly partaking of the sacrament, I feel that life is much better. I also believe that when we develop these habits it makes it that much easier to look back on the good feelings and spiritual strength we receive gradually over time. In addition, when we don’t feel the Spirit for a season we realize our dependance on God and become grateful for His mercy.
When we’re down and don’t feel the light anymore I hope we can all remember to call upon God and keep walking in His light with integrity.
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May 16, 2008 at 9:04 pm
Thomas Parkin
muchisimos gracias, ama49.
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May 18, 2008 at 3:14 am
Eric Zacharias
Ama,
Very thoughtful devotion on integrity.
I invite Mormons to delve into this subject more deeply.
It IS very interesting that the same Jesus who declared, “whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give Him shall never thirst” was the same Jesus who declared “I thirst” on the cross.
A dispassionate observer might say, “How ironic”!
An atheist might say, “So much for his trust in God”!
The Jews certainly thought this marked Jesus as cursed by God.
What is a believer to make of this remark?
Mormons, along with a good number of others, look at this and say that Jesus is displaying integrity: trusting in God, despite the situation. Thus, the suffering and death of Jesus Christ becomes merely another moral in the moral play-book of life.
My friends, Jesus’ death is more than a morality tale. It is more than an example of how to suffer–although, you are right in saying that Paul and Peter do make mention of Jesus as an example of how to suffer. Yet to focus on Jesus’ suffering primarily in such a way is to make the Gospel into Law. Gospel flows from what God does for us for our salvation. The Law is what I must do for God.
All God expects from you is that you believe on the One whom he has sent and you will have eternal life. That is pure Gospel.
So, you may ask, “Why DID Jesus utter those words on the cross?”
The answer is based on why Jesus went to the cross in the first place: to become our salvation.
Jesus took the form of a servant and let go of all things to suffer on our behalf. Philippians 2 mentions that Jesus humbled himself by taking on our nature: EVEN THOUGH he was God, he took on the form of a human so that he could be made like his brothers and could actually suffer and die. By nature, God could NEVER do that; but by sending his Son, Jesus, to be born of humans, this could be accomplished. The humiliation of Jesus focused on one thing, that he give up his life on the cross.
That meant that Jesus had to lay EVERYTHING aside: reputation, bodily comfort, and even justice. There are not many amenities on the cross; but notice that Jesus did not accept the wine the first time it was offered. Jesus received the punishment of the cross fully, without any comfort. Jesus was becoming the sacrificial lamb of the Passover, letting his own life become the lamb for all of Israel, that had to be roasted and consumed on the cross, just as the Passover lamb had to be roasted and consumed by the people of Israel.
That helps to explain the other words, which otherwise would seem senseless to anyone: “My God, my God; why have you forsaken me?” It wasn’t that God SEEMED to abandon Jesus; God, the Father, DID abandon Jesus on the cross; why? Because Jesus “became sin for us” (See 2 Corinthians 5:21 and Galatians 3:13) so that we would become “the righteousness of God.” Jesus endured that intense suffering on the cross, which we would otherwise endure forever. Jesus was abandoned by God on the cross SO THAT we might not be abandoned forever by God. The suffering was completed on the cross and accepted by the Father, while Jesus was yet on the cross. Jesus, who had been abandoned by the Father, knew that all things were complete and his sacrifice was being fulfilled. That is why he then uttered two more words: “It is finished” (All things have been paid for, the debt of sin is canceled) and “Father, into your hands I commend my spirit.”
Read Isaiah 53, which prophesied of all this. Note that even the prophecy focused on the purpose: THE FORGIVENESS OF SIN: on him would be placed the iniquities of us all; the punishment that brought us peace was laid upon him; by his stripes we are healed.
It may seem like I’m making a mountain out of a mole-hill on this issue.
I don’t mind anyone thinking this.
Better to do that than to have made a mole-hill out of the mountain of Calvary, the most significant event in Christian life.
That is why Christians honor the cross on their steeples and in the sanctuaries, for with the cross of Christ came our salvation and still comes our forgiveness and the reason for our constant hope of eternal life.
Furthermore, Christians do not merely THINK about Christ when they are taking the Lord’s Supper (and thereby fulfill an ordinance or a Law by “remembering Jesus”), Christians RECEIVE the Lord Jesus Christ in the bread and in the wine, for the forgiveness of sins and renewal in Christ (thereby receiving the gift of eternal life, found only in the work of Jesus Christ).
That is why we see Jesus again, in the Book of Revelation speaking similar words that had been spoken to the woman at the well:
Revelation 21:6 – “And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.
Jesus remains the Bread of Life, the ONLY source and substance that gives eternal life. Jesus remains the Water of Life, the ONLY source and substance that gives gives eternal life. Just as Jesus remains the ONLY way, the ONLY truth, the ONLY life.
Grace to you and peace,
in Christ,
Eric Zacharias
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May 18, 2008 at 6:04 am
ama49
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Eric,
I appreciate you sharing your thoughts. I don’t see anything that you wrote that a Mormon would disagree with. The slight differences that you mention are a matter of semantics.
Thanks for sharing your testimony of Jesus with us.
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May 18, 2008 at 6:14 am
ama49
TomK wrote:
Everyone goes through feelings like this; even the Savior of the World cried-out from the cross, “My God, My God, why hast Thou forsaken me?”
While this cry was uttered by a sinless, perfect Being, who in everything He said and did taught us and blessed us, I think feelings of abandonment by us certainly are normal and natural, even understandable. I think such feelings were aniticpated and expected by Heavenly Father.
But we’re not alone. Even when all 5 senses make it seem that way, we’re not alone. God monitors every thought. His response, or seeming lack thereof, is always measured and intended to help us stretch and grow.
The times where I have felt the Spirit, where it has been so sweet a communion, has often been after a season of estrangement and even neglect on my part. Me, a pathetic, hungering, thirsting soul comes looking for “DAD” again — and the reunion is sweet. The robe is placed upon my shoulders. The ring is placed on my finger. I find myself embraced. I feel a bit bewildered, but I know I am Home. I know who’s arms are around me.
Nephi went through this:
1 Ne. 2: 19
19 And it came to pass that the Lord spake unto me, saying: Blessed art thou, Nephi, because of thy faith, for thou hast sought me diligently, with lowliness of heart.
Enos went through this:
Enos 1: 4
4 And my soul hungered; and I kneeled down before my Maker, and I cried unto him in mighty prayer and supplication for mine own soul; and all the day long did I cry unto him; yea, and when the night came I did still raise my voice high that it reached the heavens.
Job went through this:
13 So they sat down with him upon the ground seven days and seven nights, and none spake a word unto him: for they saw that his grief was very great.
This seems to be the pattern of heaven, perhaps.
But if we endure it well — “God shall exalt us on high; we shall triumph over all our foes.”
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May 19, 2008 at 7:28 pm
Tom
Thank you for visiting my site.
I enjoy the comments made here as well.
Tom
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May 20, 2008 at 5:14 pm
CS
I enjoyed everyone’s postings as I always do. I have something I would like you to consider. Do you think at times God withdraws His Spirit from us? I don’t mean in the case of sin. Maybe He would do this to test us, or might He do it to ultimately bring us closer to Him? I would be curious what everyone thinks.
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May 24, 2008 at 10:52 pm
Candace Salima
2 Nephi 4 is one of my favorite passages of scriptures. As Nephi’s heart cries out to the Lord I can feel echoes of my own. It is such an inspiring passage of scripture.
This entire post was absolutely wonderful and I thank you for sharing it.
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May 27, 2008 at 7:46 pm
ama49
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I think God does withdraw His Spirit sometimes to test us like he did with Job…it is then that we really need to remember what the Spirit has witnessed to us. If we do this, we’ll enjoy a much greater abundance of the spirit after the trial of our faith.
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